memories
new zealand was beautiful (: it was honestly breathtakingly beautiful. its the kind of place, where u look around, and think 'its great to be alive'. haha. its really true how the best things come when u least expect it. i went there with no expectations whatsoever, especially after ming kept wailling abt nz. grins. but i really had a great time. pictures soon (:
expectations vs no expectations. reminded me of a certain holiday again.
today was tramp comp. watching my juniors up there. jumping. it was my whole world once. everything i worked for was in that room. watching wenxin and hui hui jump, it made me feel so detached from gym, from them. it made me miss gym so much, miss rg gym, miss our 2004 b div. that was the best year ever. for everything. kayli was back (: she was there to cheer me on, to hold me when i cried, like i did for her the year before. so many friendships were forged over that trampoline. sisters. i miss the nonsense-ing around with my juniors. i miss learning from kayli and huiru. i can never forget tramp comp 03, standing beside the tramp, watching kayli jump. watching everything turn out so wrongly, and not being able to do a thing. i miss having a fixed time every week that i got to train with mel and ziying. it was so good. those days, those hours were wonderful. i'm really proud of my j2 juniors, you guys have always been so wonderful, one of the biggest joys in gym for me (: you guys never let me down. juee, wenxin, hui hui and wanchee. esp wenxin today. 8.95. you rock darling.
when i think about leaving things behind. i always say i cannot do it, that it's too hard and painful. but i realise, as long as i don't think about it beforehand, i'll make the decision to drop it very suddenly. it was the way with ballet, gym, wj and other important things. but no matter what i do, there's just one i can't let go, leave behind. stupidity.
staring at photos again. trying to keep the memories clear. to wipe away the mist covering your face.
i think it was always meant to be lse.
: zhuan sheng de shi hou :: silence ost :
expectations vs no expectations. reminded me of a certain holiday again.
today was tramp comp. watching my juniors up there. jumping. it was my whole world once. everything i worked for was in that room. watching wenxin and hui hui jump, it made me feel so detached from gym, from them. it made me miss gym so much, miss rg gym, miss our 2004 b div. that was the best year ever. for everything. kayli was back (: she was there to cheer me on, to hold me when i cried, like i did for her the year before. so many friendships were forged over that trampoline. sisters. i miss the nonsense-ing around with my juniors. i miss learning from kayli and huiru. i can never forget tramp comp 03, standing beside the tramp, watching kayli jump. watching everything turn out so wrongly, and not being able to do a thing. i miss having a fixed time every week that i got to train with mel and ziying. it was so good. those days, those hours were wonderful. i'm really proud of my j2 juniors, you guys have always been so wonderful, one of the biggest joys in gym for me (: you guys never let me down. juee, wenxin, hui hui and wanchee. esp wenxin today. 8.95. you rock darling.
when i think about leaving things behind. i always say i cannot do it, that it's too hard and painful. but i realise, as long as i don't think about it beforehand, i'll make the decision to drop it very suddenly. it was the way with ballet, gym, wj and other important things. but no matter what i do, there's just one i can't let go, leave behind. stupidity.
staring at photos again. trying to keep the memories clear. to wipe away the mist covering your face.
i think it was always meant to be lse.
: zhuan sheng de shi hou :: silence ost :
good luck and good night. 11:31 PM
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